Sorry it's been so long since I've been on here!
I have good news to report, I'm now down to 136.8, the lowest I've been in awhile.
When my ex dumped me (the big deal ex) I as 159.8...Oh god.
But I'm happy to say, I'm getting closer to my goal.
So, my first BIG goal is going to be 130.0, because I haven't been that in a few years. I'm 6.8 pounds away.
I've started back at the gym. It's kicking my ass, but it's working.
I've been having a lot of emotional breakdowns lately, and it's not getting better.
Actually, it's getting a lot worse.
I went to the "free" mental health building downtown to talk to someone and it was almost impossible to get through my psychiatric evaluation, and then the bitch told me that I didn't have enough wrong with me. I lost it. I was crying, in front of a stranger, and then she finally signed me up to talk to a psychiatrist. Apparently, we'll be combining therapy, medication and groups in order to get me "well" in a year. Ha, good luck. I'm happy about the medication, though. I need something to take all of this emotion away. It's too much to deal with and I'm too fragile. I can't handle it.
