Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Dr. Horrible and Sociology.




My boyfriend and I are on a break.
My best friend is in a crazy house because he's schizophrenic.
Temptation Man is in town for the weekend.
I'm on my period.

I don't even know what to say.








I just want to tonight to go really well.
Maybe I'll get drunk two days in a row.
I was puking by a canal.
Beer, wine and jager/diet cokes....it'll getcha.


If you haven't seen The Science of Sleep...get on that.






I'm off to get wasted.

Goodnight, angels.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Quick Post of Lovely Things.

I'm hungry as hell, so I'm posting to avoid walking downstairs and binging.










I am feeling incredibly needy today. I just want to be hugged and snuggled and loved on, but at the same time, I don't want to be touched. And I'm trying to protect myself because my shut off boyfriend is so...unpredictable. This feels really lonely.








To distract myself further, I'm going to do some studying. I'm determined to get an A on my next test.

I hate myself today.

Maybe I'll straighten my hair and put on ridiculous amounts of make-up.
Or maybe I'll just go to sleep.


More later.