Worst day ever.
Car got towed.
Had to pay $245.00 to get it back.
Mother is pissed.
I binged.
My boyfriend is still not giving me enough attention.
As a hypothetical question I asked what he would do with his time if we broke up.
His response?
"Go to bars and try to get laid."
My heart absolutely broke.
I feel like crying.
My boyfriend is an ass hole.
I found you. We're both scorpio and rabbit (of course, 12 years older). I'm sorry to see your eating disorder and what's around it...
ReplyDeleteyour boyfriend probably is sick of it.
I will never understand why you feel so proud to fight with an overweight you don't have, and you don't look the ugly bones marks, the strong veins in your arms, the long black hair in your arms caused by the hormones disorder, and the sad/scared/nasty face of people who watch at you extremely (sickly) thinner.
my therapist told me that anorexia dissappears completely in the 98% cases a woman gets pregnant... it's something related to self-damage protection when you have another life inside...
but, you have one life inside you. It's you. Why can't you feel it?
This guy left me a comment, too. Guess we'll have to try a bit harder to cover up that long black hair that's growing all over our arms! (???)
ReplyDeleteI think you're beautiful, hun! And your boyfriend sounds like he was being a total douche, and that's def not your fault.
Stay strong, luv! xXx
I hate when people seek out others to tell them what's best for them. You don't know me. So, thanks, but back off.
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks! He was being a total ass hole. We got in a big fight after that and I just totally shut down now. I'm not going to show him how needy I really am. Fuck it.
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