I am stronger than my urges. I will prove to everyone that they were wrong. I will be beautiful, thin, and the envy of everyone I have worshiped. Goodbye to the old me...watch me transform.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Lydia Golightly emerges...
CW: 141.2lbs (3:23am)
HW: 159.8lbs
LW: 125.0lbs
GW: 100.0lbs
BMI: 21.5 (normal)
Goal BMI: 15.2
Height: 5'8"
Waist: 28-29 (BDG or Lux jeans)
How many of these have I started since I was 14 years old? I can't even count them. Oh well, here goes another try. But this one is different. I'm not telling any former ana friends or anyone in real life that I'm even on a diet. I did so much better when I kept it an absolute secret and let people wonder.
With a new semester starting, a new boyfriend (I can't believe he even wants to touch me) and planning my life out...being almost 23, I am nowhere near the place I should be. However, I'm not going to think about all of the former failure.
I am determined to be gorgeous.
I am determined to become incredibly feminine.
I am determined to be envied.
Let's be friends.
Let's help each other get thinner.
Goodbye forever to who I was...
and Hello to Lydia Golightly.
xo.
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